Welcome to our blog, “Daydream the Perfect Me”. In late 2020, Ron wanted to work on a project to write about my childhood. He always asked me to talk about our many adventures and thought it would be great to write a book. He also wanted to start a blog so we went and purchased a website.
I actually had a good feeling about that year… Ron’s would finally find a treatment that would work and I would enter my 50’s and celebrating 20 years together.
Well things didn’t go that way and to be honest, it’s not ok. Although Ron’s cancer became very aggressive in the spring of 2021, he never gave up. He continued to fight and he was looking forward to going on a trip to Vegas for his birthday and then plan a special birthday for my 50th birthday. We never got to do what he wanted but I’m glad I got to spend a lot of time with him.
Life will never be the same again. I still can’t believe how I can go a day without Ron. He meant everything to me. He told me his love for me was bigger than the whole universe. I was so lucky to have shared my life with him.
He told me he tried his very best the last five years fighting cancer. What we thought was a routine appointment with his oncologist in mid August took us by surprise when the doctor said that there would be no more chemotherapy and that the cancer was just too aggressive. Ron stood up, thanked the doctor for trying and then he looked at me and said to just be “happy for him”. Then he left a day and half later on his birthday.
I try my best to get out of bed every morning and put on a smile everyday and continue to live life to fullest without my soul mate, best friend, and co-pilot until he comes to pick me up.
I hope you enjoy this site reading some of his quotes and stories, listening to his favorite songs and photos.